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Struggling with words, trying to say how I feel My heart is in it but my head says no, Drawing pictures Of memories That I want, to find somehow And now my heart is Falling apart This distance is aching Tearing me. Why does it have To be so confusing Why do I feel Like I'm always loosing I'm growing tired Of these thoughts Whenever I trip I fall. Save yourself Stay away from me Don't get to tangled Don't get caught up in...

Today I surrender Raise my hands high above And give in to all I believe Against my wishes And my will It’s the only way to survive And if by some kind of coincidence Things will work out my way Then so be it But until then It’s time to give up And start a fresh.

Trying desperately to sleep With all these thoughts stuck in my head Laying all alone Just my emotions beside me in this bed Trying hard to breathe But this stress is slowly killing me Trying to shut things off But the lights in my mind make it hard to see Weight of the world on my shoulders And all the worries in my mind All my friends are moving on But I’ve been left behind And it’s not the first time That this has happened to me Just waiting for the right time When I can leave and finally be free.

How can we love when we don’t see eye to eye struggling to see the truth when all we do is lie Still we stand here appearing strong, side by side Hearts open on our sleeves, yet our emotions we still hide. Speaking with our minds whilst our voices are silent Trying hard to love when our notions are violent Putting on a front while inside we are dying Trying hard to laugh so others don’t see us crying. We are Hypocritical contradictions trying desperately to win Never standing as one but always struggling to swim Always at arm’s reach we are tied to each other These unbreakable strings attach us like an un born brothe

Rain down on my parade Wash all my sins away as I try to fight through and rid myself of you But it gets harder Living through the days and I can’t falter any of your wicked ways Maybe I was wrong maybe you knew all along how did I not see all the pain you were causing me But it gets harder Living through the days and I can’t falter any of your wicked ways How did we get so low how did either of us show any kind of affection Baby we lost all connection But it gets harder Living through the days and I can’t falter any of your wicked ways any of your wicked ways any of your wicked ways.

You are full of hope and dreams And this worries me far too much. I want to be the one who pulls you down And turns your dreams back into nightmares. Your skin is cocaine white And you hold an innocent expression So take a deep breath, darling And watch your life fall apart I want to bring you down in the worst way Wash your hands clean for the last time For tonight it will end in broken hearts and broken promises And crimson will stain your beautiful eyes.

I hate slipping back in to the same old feeling of despair This train of life isn’t going anywhere I’ve packed my bags and said goodbye No need for feelings, no need to cry I’m moving on to pastures new Trying to find what I’m meant to do But every time I take 2 steps forward I fall 4 steps back Sitting in this carriage while the train falls off the track I’m watching the years just fly right through Dreaming, wishing, for something new I can see everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I’ve ever dreamed But as I try to take it, I’m forced back by a transparent screen

Our hearts are beating out of sync Raise your glasses, hold high your drink We should have known this all along That we were never gunna be something strong Holding on till the very last breath Putting all our strength to the test They all say that opposites attract But how can we be more if we’re not intact Were just two chords that are incompatible A handwritten note that is barely readable So we’ll end this here and forget every memory And I’ll never think of you and you can never think of me.

one. i remember how once you told me love was the greatest gift we were ever given. you said, with a thoughtful smile, that someday life wouldn't be so hard, because love would swoop down and save us both. you put your fingers to my face and whispered desperately, needing me to understand. all we need is love. love will lift us up where we belong. "Love is everything. you think that breathing is everything, now, but soon you'll fall in love and look at the sky and smile, soon you'll know the true reason we're here. just to love, and be loved back. without love, a person is nothing." you huffed and puffed when i disagreed, but you didn't ope

Why must I always follow the blind? Why can’t I just be my own mind? Why must I believe in your ideals? While you ignore my own appeals? Why must I only see in shades? Why won’t you release me from this craze? Why must I stay while you can go? And hide the talent I wish to show? Why must you never be a friend? Who always has a hand to lend? Why am I having a hard time? Why can’t you ever be outshined? Why must you always be my rival? Must you destroy me on arrival? Why must you only be a friend? When you have means to your own end? Why is the candle never lit? But I’m still called a hypocrite? Why are you